This feels weird to be back to blogging.

But then again, holidays have started and there's nothing much for me to do. It's weird, well, more like unusual.  Like it seemed like tons 'Oh, yea let's hang out during the holidays' and i actually think that such things would actually happen.

And expectation and hope leads a tinge of disappointment sometimes. Thinking about it more about more and more, that tinge of disappointment magnifies

Slowly, when people start to not talk, not bond, not have any connection, people start to drift apart. And this drifting apart, makes me feel even worse.

Wow, alright this post......, is meant to make me start blogging again, but it came to my realization how i always blog only when i feel sad or disappointed.

Alright alright, I should be resolved to blog about both happy and sad events that are going on so that I can be grateful about things that are going on and make myself feel that life isn't that bad after all.

By the way, these few weeks taught me a very important lesson: Don't ever taken anyone for granted. I realised that since i started university, I haven't kept myself up with K , and L or J as often. Now that K and L are in Taiwan, and i only bade them goodbye through Whatsapp and even before they flew. The thought of knowing that they are always there for me......, and now it's like being taken away. Like, when I am down, or when I have something happy to share about, I can't actually find them to share with them how i feel :'(

All these pondering after exams, made me reflect a lot :/

Laters lovelies