i want to die now. take a knife, give it a slit across the wrist.
i cant just live my life like this k, .____. i stone, every five minutes.
and each time, i think about the same thing again, and again . i want to cry. out. loud.
damit. wth. so zzz w myself. i dont want things to be like this, D:
tell me, i have to make myself happier. i want to forget.
i want to know how long more i can hold on.
i think i can breakdown any moment.
but i cant.
rawrie.


learning's being emo dont know what's she feeling.
she currently have not found a way to feel better yet.
rawrie.
she hopes she doesnt have to turn the computer on for any reasons, unless needed.
she immersing herself in studying very single minute, listening to the same song for the past 10hours.
she just wants to numb herself like this.