The City That Never Sleeps


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posted : Sunday, February 22, 2009
title : Cause..., i dont know.


ah,
due to Valerie. W 's very constant reminding, of not going on hiatus,
i am back.., temporary ._.

Okay.., i dont even know what to write about can -.-
I only can post pictures :X
and i realised.., i only need to post one O:
._. Aye.., idk.
Okay.., -.- who am i gong to say ah. / if any who gets my question, then yar -.-

._______. Anyways.., i am kinda suffering from internal turmoil.
-.- So yes, D:

Ps/ Valerie.., i try to post asap k (:

tag replies~ / in oldest to newest order
FELICIA: LEARNING SAW!!! Thanks so much for today's company! Luv you!
/ Haha.., Thank You tooo~ Eh.., happy birthday ._.
ValerieWongLiQing: hi learning(:
/ hi valerie(:
alicia: I MISS YOU! and i didt wish you a happy birthday properly! haha loves you!
/ Haha.., Miss you truckloads too.., Ah.., thanks (:
1000: hello...nice pics u haf! =D
/ thanks ahhh (:
MARCUSchua: h.e.l.l.o. abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz!
/ Haha. Hello -.- Eh.., you think you funny ah ._. Anyways.., jys in your comps.
benjamin: HELLO MOTO , rofl
/ Haha.., Hello (: thanks for tagging wors xD
henry: tagged.
/ Hello. (: thanks for tagging.
daniel: hey link me pls... N tag on it to promote christianity too! XD
/ Hello~ Haha.., okayyyyy (:
SHERNISE.: HELLO HELLO !! DESKMATE!! did your valentine give you anything?? hehee((:
/ Hello~ Haha.., eheh Deskmate~ No laaaa.., i no valentine, get what gifts ? Ahaha.., eh yes, if you and the rest counted (: EHEH JIA XIANG MIANNNN~
valerie: walao haitus for wat. i everytime come your blog, see the birthday pic one.haha. now i thought you got new post. walao. come tell me you haitus. (x6)
/ LOL la, spam me ._. Hiatus cause idk what to write D: -.- see bday pics good what (:
1000: wow. valerie, u spam arg. there's alot of tests next week. jiayou!
/ HAHA.., eh Yi Qian, is not our class de Valerie laa ._. Yes, i knowwww~ Thanks ah.. Jiayous too wor(:
VALERIE: WALAO TJ ALSO A LOT OF TESTS. everyday got test test test test! BUT STILL SIAN SO COME TAG YOU=D LEARNING UPDATE AFTER YOUR TESTS OKAY =D
/ lol.., okayokay -.- i know tj also got test -.- thanks for tagging ahhh, woman (:
Aye.., now is 12.37am and im returning your tag ._. Haha xD
And ah -.- ater i update emo emo one, you all also say -.- so dont update so often luh HAHA.







It's time to say goodbye ?
I'm trying to make things right, but nothing seems to be alright.
Even if they are okay, but i'm just worrying, for something i dont even know will happen or not. Just worried,
Every single day, i don't know what will be coming after next.
The insecurity, anxiety and fear.
I don't know, if i will be able to continue to cope.
I don't know, if my decisions will be right.
I don't know, and if i can find the answers.
Every single time, its just like being replaced, not me but just surroundings, and events.
I dont know what to say.
Things are constantly changing.
When things happen,
Its not something i can stop, or something that can be reversible.
Its like a chemical reaction.
Irreversible, and you only can observe what's going to happen next.
I don't like being like this.
There's nothing i can do, and even if i can; i cant do it, or i dont know how.

I feel lost.
i realized, how tired i am of this game.
Things will never be the same

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