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posted : Sunday, February 22, 2009
title : Cause..., i dont know.
![]() ah, due to Valerie. W 's very constant reminding, of not going on hiatus, i am back.., temporary ._. Okay.., i dont even know what to write about can -.- I only can post pictures :X and i realised.., i only need to post one O: ._. Aye.., idk. Okay.., -.- who am i gong to say ah. / if any who gets my question, then yar -.- ._______. Anyways.., i am kinda suffering from internal turmoil. -.- So yes, D: Ps/ Valerie.., i try to post asap k (: tag replies~ / in oldest to newest order FELICIA: LEARNING SAW!!! Thanks so much for today's company! Luv you! It's time to say goodbye ? I'm trying to make things right, but nothing seems to be alright. Even if they are okay, but i'm just worrying, for something i dont even know will happen or not. Just worried, Every single day, i don't know what will be coming after next. The insecurity, anxiety and fear. I don't know, if i will be able to continue to cope. I don't know, if my decisions will be right. I don't know, and if i can find the answers. Every single time, its just like being replaced, not me but just surroundings, and events. I dont know what to say. Things are constantly changing. When things happen, Its not something i can stop, or something that can be reversible. Its like a chemical reaction. Irreversible, and you only can observe what's going to happen next. I don't like being like this. There's nothing i can do, and even if i can; i cant do it, or i dont know how. I feel lost. i realized, how tired i am of this game. Things will never be the same Labels: It's time to say goodbye ? |