sighs, holidays are like wad bored like siao thing.
i just bought my books for next year, which means, im officially starting to study ;; tommorrow.
well, yes. its better than me crying all day long, right.
eh, which makes me coming to ask again. should i go to australia?
i know, i said before im not going and all that. but, you'd see ; circumstances are making me reconsider this question really seriously.
i mean damm seriously. but i cant celebrate christmas in singapore. Zzzz.
ugh, nevermind, sooner or later also have to tell them my decision ;;

my sec 3books make me feel happy. Okay, its a sign im growing up. (: kiddooo~
Haha, not that im high.
the atmosphere in my house is dam serious.

ugh, i bet in th hols, dam hard for people to enter and exit out of my hse.
zzzzz. ;X


假期, 好闷哦! 好想没有东西做.
刚买了明年要用的书,哈哈 要读书了, 为明年先准备 ;;
嗯, 说起来, 我应该去 Australia 吗?
可能要慎重考虑了啦. 想好, 就要跟父母说了. DDD:

刚买的书, 让我感到很快乐, 可能让我有长大的感觉 :D

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Let me make a list.
Reasons For Me To Go To Australia.

1. There is nothing much for me to do in Singapore.
2. I can shop a lot in Australia.
3. I can spend time w Grandparents, System Yeeyee,Uncle Patrick.Mummy Julie
4. I can go to Gold Coast.
5. I can watch Twilight there too, Oo
6. I can use webcam and chat w people too,
7. I can have crazy playing everyday.
8. I can take aeroplane again!
9. I can escape from a lot of problem, and people ( if there is).
10. I dont make a difference to anyone at all, so whether i exist in Singapore or Australia, there's no difference.
    

So, let me see how many reasons, i can list for staying in Singapore..

Reasons For Me To Stay in Singapore.

1. There is work for me to do, Zzzz.
2. I can go out and spend time w friends, (do what ar?)
3. I can stay like siao for Sec3 (:
4. I can watch Twilight. Zzzz.
5. I can .., play Audition and Maple.
6. I can 24/7 on com.
7. I can go on the phone anytime i want.
8. I can celebrate Christmas in Singapore.
9. I can go for many many bowlinggg practices, and src.
10. I can go on mass not-eating ( i seriously mean it, im alrdy missing some meals). ;D

So, What's the decision?







whattheheckwhattheheck.now everyone tio affected. this is super lame and retarted can.when the same thing happened four years ago, and now again. what man, the history repeats. everyone has to go thru all that again.and now you guys are making things more serious. like im a subsitute to settle matters.rawr. and what has that got to do w me? like even though his results drop or something,he's the one who not able to go. And, now. i also no reward after the eoys thing. and you still promised before.its like, two diff matters, mixed together. now, i not involved, also not happy. involved de, also not happy. wlwlwl, all not happy le lurh.its not the way to settle things lurh, after so many years, its still the same tone, and attitude you gave. Obviously he would not want to go, its also dam hard for him to improve, you guys ask him do like siao,. and he just do, do, do. no encouragement and all that. eh, since th failed math test thing, i also had to encourage myself and all that. i really wondered if those tears that time wad worth it or not.

im so giving it all up already.

Labels: can i just stop here? please.