BREAKING DAWN

TAKEN ! :D


anws, today is a super uber bored day.
i spent time just lying on the bed, looking at math formulas, read breaking dawn / fold straw hearts. .____.
today. is . bored .
very. bored.
ughhh, dhen im with hist paper now.
and im giving it up dhen now, uhgh, leaving history undone.
.__. i go memorize the formulas again? or read breaking dawn? .__.
rawr, anyways tommorrow seems nice enough, until now.
cause twin says we're gna have chongqing briefing then can pwn lessons up to recess.
im more than glad sia, dont have olympic's lesson!
i cant wait to jump and scream around the room leyyy. :D
ugh. yeayea, let me continue my boring day.










As those moments were ticking by, i cant figure how what was going on my mind.It's stupid enough to worry about stuff i don't have to worry for. Yet, i know, i'd still do these kind of dumb stuff. After everything that happened, Should i feel better ? Maybe not ? Some friendships were mended, Yet some were made to be broken once again.
I don't want this to carry on. Can't this just all end ? Every single one i know, living happily, and in harmony?
Seems like mission impossible. And i don't have MIB to help. I know I'm not alone, yet many stuff cant be spoken.Rawr. Letting things kept in ourself is horrible. Time ticks on and continue going on.
What am i left to do ? Salvage the rest ? Or to just leave things the way they are now? Yet. I don't want anyone to be hurt. :/
There and then, Im Stuck. In. The. Middle.
I don't get it. Im stuck in the middle btwn people many times a year. Yet, I'm unwilling to make choices to hurt either one.
In the end, I'm still there. in the middle. or the problem isn't solve / get worsens.
wahphiang. this is horrible okay. and how many months i have left with these friends i love? i dont want anymore of this, yet it keeps coming to me. i dont want to be stuck at the same point of life every single day.
Yet, its hard for me to move on.

Labels: we belong together . forever . -} bella and edward.